I’ve been listening to an audio book by Francis Chan, Forgotten God: Reversing Our Tragic Neglect of the Holy Spirit. (Get it free this month by clicking here.) I went into it a little warily because I think the Holy Spirit wants me to love and obey Jesus. I think if I love and obey Christ then I am not neglecting the Holy Spirit at all. Rather I am listening to him and obeying him. I don’t think the Holy Spirit wants me to spend a lot of time pursuing him. I do pray, often, that my life will be full of the Holy Spirit and that his presence in my life will be seen by the fruit of love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, gentleness, perseverance, and self-control. I pray for an increase in this fruit in my life.
And I agree with Chan’s belief that the church has tragically neglected the Holy Spirit. But that tragic neglect is not more prevalent in, say, Reformed circles than in Charismatic circles. You can say you’re serving the Spirit when you are really just seeking a thrill ride. We can see that the church is neglecting the Holy Spirit not because the people don’t dance in worship, but because the people of the church are self-centered and ignorant of scripture and sinful.
So I went into the book carefully, hoping Chan wasn’t going to tell us all we needed to play tambourines or bark in worship. But I also went in wanting to learn more about the Holy Spirit. I want to be filled with the Holy Spirit. I want to have a better a relationship with God the Spirit. I want to hear him well and obey him quickly.
I’m happy to report that Chan wants us to love and obey Christ. He does think that the Spirit tells us to follow Christ. He wants us to crucify our flesh and to obey God. Very good stuff.
One thing I heard last night, though, reminded me of a way I see suffering differently than some, I think. I’m not going to go searching for an exact quote, but he said something about how we can’t say we’re following Christ in suffering because we lost our job, or have some illness. Sharing in Christ’s suffering is not about running out of gas, or being unable to sell our home, or…having pain from surgery on your jaw, I suppose (I had surgery yesterday and, yowsers, it hurts!). Those things are not taking up the cross, I think Chan was saying, because those are sufferings that all people have. Unsaved people suffer with cancer just as saved people do. When the Holy Spirit calls us to suffer for and with Christ he is asking us to lay down our lives for the gospel. He wants us to be willing to be stoned or burned at the stake for the sake of identifying with Christ and furthering his cause. We need to be willing to be insulted and persecuted if we want to share in Christ’s suffering.
I get what he’s saying and love Chan for encouraging us to give up everything for the sake of following Christ. But I’m not convinced he’s completely right about the daily troubles in life not being crosses for us to bear.
I believe that even though we all suffer, Christians suffer differently than unbelievers, and Christians are blessed when they suffer well. It doesn’t matter if my suffering is that I can’t sell my house or that my boss fires me because I won’t renounce Christ. All suffering is sharing in Christ’s suffering if we suffer well.
Jesus suffered by giving up heaven and his grasp on equality with God and taking on the form of a servant. As he walked on earth, he obeyed his Father. He didn’t respond in anger to irritations, he didn’t kick the cat in frustration. So every time I’m irritated by life and I refrain from kicking the cat, I’m following Jesus and sharing in his suffering, I think. The truth is that as God’s child I shouldn’t have to suffer any irritation. Life should be perfect. God created us to live in a very good world. And we long for that. We should long for that. We should groan, with creation, for redemption. We weren’t made for suffering. Trials are not part of the “very good” God created. Trials are not good.
When we recognize that all trials are evil and when we then bow in obedience to God in the midst of trials and even rejoice in trials, believing God is using them for our good and his glory, then we are following Christ.
When the house doesn’t sell and I praise God, I’m following Christ. When we get cancer and we rejoice in God’s will, we are sharing in Christ’s suffering. Jesus never got angry at his Father. He never yelled at God. He never shook his fist at God. We need to approach common trials as Christ approached the cross, I think. As holy callings.
I believe that in every place of suffering we can obey God or disobey. We can praise him or curse him. We can bask in his comfort and love him more, seeing how faithful he is, or we can seek to end our suffering by filling our lives with something other than God. We can fill our days with TV or drugs or novels or shopping or the Internet. Or when we suffer the things common to man we can show our families and our neighbors how to suffer as Christ did by suffering as he did on the cross. By saying, “Into your hands I commit my spirit.” By allowing God to be God and agreeing that he’s doing right even when we feel forsaken.
Chan says that not being able to sell your house is no cross because he wants us to understand that crucifying the flesh is really strong language and crucifying is painful, not superficial. I agree with him. I just think that we need to be careful to not belittle our daily trials and we need to see how important they are to our growth and our relationship with God.
I think every burden, every disappointment, every sorrow is a cross. God created us for pure, joyful communion with him and every sorrow is both a punishment for sin (original or ongoing sin) and a temptation to doubt God’s love and goodness. Every sorrow is a cross that we can bear well or that we can mutter about. At every cross we face that crossroad—we must decide whether we will love God in the midst of our suffering and trust that he is doing right or whether we will doubt his love and power and seek a way to relieve our suffering on our own.
Every day that answer to prayer is delayed is time for us to be tempted to lie with Hagar or to dress up like our brother and try to manipulate God or trick him into giving us the blessing we think he’s withholding. Every day the house doesn’t sell we must choose to wait patiently on the Lord or to complain against him or to help him out and end our suffering by some means he has not appointed.
I don’t think we should despise our small sufferings. When we learn to obey in small sufferings that equips us to obey in big sufferings. All obedience and praise to God in the midst of any suffering is sweet to God.
I don’t want to compare my crosses to others’. I don’t want to compare my blessings to others’. I want to just walk each day on the path God sets before me, praising him for the things that are fun for me and also for the things that are hard for me.